Trying for a baby can be a difficult game
in my experience, you are never quiet the same.
We have had alot of bad luck
sometimes i just want to scream out loud… f***
The desire to conceive keeps me waiting & hoping, making it hard to believe I can keep coping.
The uncertainty of not being sure that I will bear a child of my own, sometimes I feel so alone.
A lot of people just say relax it will happen when you least expect it.
But after reaccurant loss, you just cant forget it.
Difficult times, dark clouds that come and go.
I remain hopeful that one day we will Cherish and hold our rainbow 🌈
June 10th 2020